Don’t know if you can feel it but I found a small lump in my boob.” I had a scare. A real, proper, “oh god it’s back" scare. Disclaimer! It wasn’t cancer but the fear was real and with every next step closer to possible relapse I took, the stronger the fear became. I started … Continue reading A Scary Scare Story.
**All words in bold have a link or a definition to explain and give more information at the end of each day** June 30th-July 1st: Days 15-16- Before my last chemo, I met up with Elina and Chloe for a meal where we decided to have an adventure. Sadly, Chloe had already booked her holiday so … Continue reading Chemo Diary- Cycle Six, Week Three.
**All words in bold have a link or a definition to explain and give more information at the end of each day** June 22nd 2018: Day Seven- Feeling crappy. Another day in bed was needed so nothing to report. Shout-out to Dan And Phil Games for providing me with entertaining content during my bedbound days. Those … Continue reading Chemo Diary- Cycle Six, Week Two.
**All words in bold have a link or a definition to explain and give more information at the end of each day** June 15th 2018: Day One- It finally happened. Today, I broke. Everything got on top of me and it all came out. Yesterday I completely forgot about my pre-chemotherapy steroids until we were on … Continue reading Chemo Diary- Cycle Six, Week One.
**All words in bold have a link or a definition to explain and give more information at the end of each day** June 9th 2018- Day 16: God today was a tiring one! Left the house at 12:30 and didn't return back for twelve hours. The only reason I did it and managed to get through … Continue reading Chemo Diary- Cycle Five, Week Three.
**All words in bold have a link or a definition to explain and give more information at the end of each day** June 2nd 2018- Day 9: Every night for about the last week, hot flushes have been waking me up in the middle of the night. Not cool, flushes, not cool. I get very dramatic … Continue reading Chemo Diary- Cycle Five, Week Two.
**All words in bold have a link or a definition to explain and give more information at the end of each day** May 19th 2018- Day 16: It's the last week before chemo 5, which means I have to make the most of every second before the acid induced side effects return. With everyday that has … Continue reading Chemo Diary- Cycle Four, Week Three.
**All words in bold have a link or a definition to explain and give more information at the end of each day** April 21st 2018- Day 9: Over yesterday evening and today, I've been doing a lot of thinking in terms of my eyelashes falling out. I've made the decision to wear false eyelashes. When I've … Continue reading Chemo Diary- Cycle Three, Week Two.
**All words in bold have a link or a definition to explain and give more information at the end of each day** April 13th 2018: Day 1: Finding out that I'm responding to chemo definitely has somewhat altered my mental outlook on having the acid poured into me. Instead of dreading it completely like I did … Continue reading Chemo Diary- Cycle Three, Week One.
delightfully depressing. 